SPM is so close I can feel it.

:s

Yikes.

Getting a little confused on how I feel nowadays. I wont cry about it anymore.

I dont really feel like I need you anymore. 

But I still cant help but think.

But..

Im still happy :) 

So so happy.

I wish I didnt care so much about what people think.

Or more so,

I wish I could just be grateful with the amazing life I already have,

Instead of confusing everyone elses expectations with my own.

I keep trying to improve everything to please everyone,

But when their just happy as long as I am too.

Sigh.

I guess I'm just a wee bit of a perfectionist.

Just a little.

No, But seriously.

I am happy. 

:) 

:')

xox

Araa