Whooahh.

November already.

How time flies huh?

Things change along the way.

We all know that.

But, For the poeple in my life that do care,

I love you guys so much :) 

I truly hope i never lose you. 

:) 

xox

Araa

Today is somewhat a good day :)

what i chose to waste my time with yesterday.

I did study and bake though :) 

Painted too :) 

<3

xox

Araaa

This is what I really dislike,

It's not that your not a good person, Coz you are. I know you are.

You're just.. 

Confused.

Stop hurting someone  I love. Make your choice but don't say anything that will only end up hurting her more in the end. 

On a happier note.

To : Aideit Azmir.

I know you dont read this often, But when you do I want you to see this :) 

Thank you for being my support system when I feel like I wanted to give up, Thank you for the love you give me. You do truly make me happy :) I love you. 

xx

Araaa

Okay.

I am really pissed off right now.

And I do not even know what switched it on.

But I wont.

GO AWAY.
Got it?

x

Tehee :) 

I love you. 

xox

Araaa

SPM is so close I can feel it.

:s

Yikes.

Getting a little confused on how I feel nowadays. I wont cry about it anymore.

I dont really feel like I need you anymore. 

But I still cant help but think.

But..

Im still happy :) 

So so happy.

I wish I didnt care so much about what people think.

Or more so,

I wish I could just be grateful with the amazing life I already have,

Instead of confusing everyone elses expectations with my own.

I keep trying to improve everything to please everyone,

But when their just happy as long as I am too.

Sigh.

I guess I'm just a wee bit of a perfectionist.

Just a little.

No, But seriously.

I am happy. 

:) 

:')

xox

Araa

Hah :)

Ahh.

Is it me or am I?

lately?

Hmmm.

I wonder why ;)

Teheee

:)

I do :) 

xox

Araaa

I opened my eyes last night and saw you in the low light
Walking down by the bay, on the shore, staring up at the stars that aren’t there anymore

I was feeling the night grow old and you were looking so cold
So like an introvert, I drew my over shirt
Around my arms and began to shiver violently before
You happened to look and see the tunnels all around me
Running into the dark underground
All the subways around create a great sound
To my motion fatigue: farewell
With your ear to a seashell
You can hear the waves in underwater caves
As if you actually were inside a saltwater room

Time together isn't ever quite enough
When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
Only time, only time


Can you believe that the crew has gone and *they* wouldn’t let me sign on
All my islands have sunk in the deep, *and* I can hardly relax or even oversleep
But I feel warm with your hand, in mine, when we walk along the shoreline
I guess we'll never know why sparrows love the snow
We’ll turn out all of the lights and set this ballroom aglow


So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?

Yea, All the time.
All the time.

Time together isn't ever quite enough
When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
*Only* time, only time
When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time, all the time.

Time together isn't ever quite enough
When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time

Oh, All the time

Owl city at 1.30am :) 

Ahh. 

Happy October 2nd everyone :) 

xox

Araa

They tell you more than I ever will.

ahhh.

Trials are so.. 

Bluek.

I cant wait for all goverment exams to be over.

thats right SPM,

Im talking about you.

I was looking forward to learning about you,

But now Im just sick of you.

I cant wait till we break up :) 

But I will miss the place we met.

Ahh Sri Garden.

You will be missed. :) 

Life goes on though.

Gahhh note to self : 

Stop taking pictures and editing for awhile and

But photography is a part of me. 

Wee :) 

-Anoying moment-

I swear, Sometimes, I annoy myself.

Hah!

xox

Araaa

I dont get it.

Why do I feel this way? I'm actually, "SCARED" to be.. 

I dont know. Im terrified. Maybe it's because of my insecurities. Maybe it's because somewhere I know Im gonna get hurt again. It's hard for me to trust nowadays. I dont want to be Mrs. Drama Queen here. Coz I gave up that title years ago. Nor do I want it ever again. 

But this seems so hard and I don't know why it has a reason to be. Is this a defense trick I tought myself to do. A way to protect me from any more crap. But let me get it clear. I am happy. 

You've made me happier than Ive been in awhile. My friends still take the top spot though. But you get what I mean. I just dont know if its a good idea to trust you anymore. I dont know. Its hard okay? Going with the flow is difficult when you think its gonna lead you somewhere that could possibly hurt you. I know you've proven that you want me. But I think we both know that anything can happen 

Am I running away? Maybe. 

          

xox

Araa

Second date :)
(First was on the 20th :) )

What can I say?

It was :) 

I dont know how this happend,

I guess I never really knew,

How much I wasnt over you.

I dunno what did it,

1. Your consistency

2. The fact that I still loved you

3. The fact that I can be myself around you

I tak tau.

But,

It works :) 

Thank you for today <3 

I love youu :) 

xox

Araa

Tuition this morning.

Went well.

:) 

Managed to keep up, 

ask questions,

UNDERSTAND.

whoop whoop !

Trials are so close I think im gonna hyperventilate, 

Gosh.

Haha.

SPM, 

Please dont let the rumours be true,

Dont be as difficult as you can be,

Im working hard here.

On another note,

He's Home. 

:) 

teheee <3

xox

Araa

I know I should be happy with everything.

But I dont know, 

HOW.

Rachiee slept over last night.

Wasn't really in the mood to be alone.

I have no idea where life is gonna take me.

I dont know where I'm gonna go.

Paths come together and seperate for a reason.

But if they meet again, it'll also be for a reason.

So just go with the flow in life.

Make decisions when needed.

Be strong.

Everything will fall in place and make sense one day.

xox

Araa