Today I am..

:) 

I dont know why.

I feel like I'm??

I dunno.

I'm just, in a good place :) 

Arran, Rach, Lin Vin and sham coming over tommorow :) 

I love them to tiny micro-oganisms.

I finally see that life without him YOU.

Isnt so bad.

But now Im thinking,

Why?

So far, the people who are making me happy,

Isnt even you.

The small things like,

Laughing with my friends till I cry,

Family who makes me feel the love everyday,

Me actually understanding my subjects,

Everything,

Not involving you.

Like i've said before.

Its not that I cant live without you,

I just dont want to.

:)

But so far,

Im holding up :) 

Having one of those happy days.

Hope I can keep it up.

But when Im down.

Blogie, your gonna know it.

But i'll always have them to make me strong <3 

YOU GUYS are my life.

:)
You guys, Are my forever.

xox
Araa