Chapter 2
I NEED TO VENT.
I dont know where to start.
So many things are going on in my head but I dont know what I'm feeling.
Anger?
Sadness?
Confusion?
(Oh definitely confusion, That, I know for sure)
Disappointment?
Betrayal?
Used?
I didn't know I could feel this way for so long.
I didn't know I could have such painful feelings towards someone.
Why do I still care?
Why do I let myself hurt?
Why do I let you get to me?
Becouse you meant the world to me
That's why.
-"Time Heals Everything"-
Time.
Not that I'm not appreciative to what you've done to the way I look,
But could you hurry it up please?
This is killin me.
How can someone claim they care about you,
And leave.
Every. Single. Time.
I'm not the kind of person to wallow in her surrows.
Im actually quite good at picking myself back up.
But I'm losing the reason why I should.
Im tired of it.
Tired of being strong all the time.
Memories are the worst.
They come unexpectedly and you dont know how their gonna make you feel.
I thought I as alone.
But my friends and family protected me and got me through.
I love you guys :)
Everyday it gets easier.
That I must admit.
But I am TIRED.
Seriously.
Im gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
Slowly but surely.
Everything's gonna be okay.
xox
Araa
I'll admit. I wish you were mine again. Im sorry.
.
I'll admit. I wish you were mine again. Im sorry.
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